The Worst Feeling

Saya ingin menceritakan sesuatu kepada kalian. Kali ini saya sudah kembali normal (lho emangnya tadinya gak normal ya?) haha abaikan saja kata-kata saya yang ini.

Jadi gini ceritanya….. ehem…ehem.. yang utama dan yang paling utama *eh kan -_-

Jadi gini….

I think I've certainly learned my lesson in love. please ignore it on my last post. I corrected about everything what I told you last time.
I do not understand about understanding one's feelings. and I hate about people who say "I'll love you forever" hahaha I thought it was a ridiculous nonsense.  <---- ridiculous bukannya mantra Harry Potter ya?._.
and I thought if I could go back in the past where there are people who will argue with me without sincere feelings. OF COURSE I WILL REJECT!
I would not trust someone who merely says love me and it turns out it is just nonsense. check it out some time later there would be a tragic tear-_-

I do not understand why he would say such a word but obviously it makes me frustrated. I just fooled by looks alone. he is like a Cassanova where he will provoke, captivate women, then feel guilty and then  apologize. but sorry ya. I like the uninhabited island. beautiful stunning but could not owned by anyone. deceived me know, in provocation I hate, I'm not immune to the bait on. haha I so like the victim and somehow novel words are still attached to my mind until now!

I hate most is when someone is talking about me behind my ugliness or pass it to the virtual world. so clear as it could be exposed. I did not understand what I just said. but I hate if someone talked bad about me to spread across social sites. and I think I'd love to say that "i love you, but i lied" really want! although it was not real but I want the people to know that this is how I feel. everyone wants to understand, everyone wants to be noticed and everyone wants to be loved ...

Maaf ya pake bahasa inggris. Saya lagi males bercanda karena memang tidak ada yang lucu-_- ini serius permirsah-_-